The past few days have been hell
shuffling through the file cabinet of my memories
just to find you haunt my dreams
ghastly faint noises of laughter make me nauseous
As we fall into the canal
water so cold i could have been frostbitten from head to toe
Oh how i panicked and told you i couldn't swim
shoes sinking with the weight of water and muscles stiff with ice
as we get out the sun and the warmth of your smile warm me
We walk back to your house full of ourselves carrying our clothes in the golden haze of fall
as we get back inside you grab me a towel and we spend the night watching cheesy movies and napping
It always feels real always and my heart sinks a little when i wake up and it was just a dream of all the ways we used to be.
Ive moved on but for some tormenting reason or another my mind likes to taunt itself.
part of me wishes that of all the things ive forgotten over the years this could be one of them
Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 11:40 PM UTC
The past few days have been hell
shuffling through the file cabinet of my memories
just to find you haunt my dreams
ghastly faint noises of laughter make me nauseous
As we fall into the canal
water so cold i could have been frostbitten from head to toe
Oh how i panicked and told you i couldn't swim
shoes sinking with the weight of water and muscles stiff with ice
as we get out the sun and the warmth of your smile warm me
We walk back to your house full of ourselves carrying our clothes in the golden haze of fall
as we get back inside you grab me a towel and we spend the night watching cheesy movies and napping
It always feels real always and my heart sinks a little when i wake up and it was just a dream of all the ways we used to be.
Ive moved on but for some tormenting reason or another my mind likes to taunt itself.
part of me wishes that of all the things ive forgotten over the years this could be one of them
