Paralyzed
Got things to do
Got to make myself care
Got to make my limbs move
Taking the next step
Operating
Motivating
No more waiting
I am numb
But there's an underlying dread
An underlying nausea
A sense that something is ...off
Something needs tightening
Something is stuck
Something is bent
Something's not right
Polish it up
Tighten the fasteners
Grease the hinges
Straighten what's bent
Scrape off the contacts
Re-flow the cracks
Moisten my lips
Take a deep breath
(From down in the belly)
Try to articulate
Try to be calm
Take a step back
Take a step back
Deflated, spent, and numb
The thrumming of the drum
Will keep my unwilling feet moving task-ward
Closeup on upturned thumb.
Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
Paralyzed
Got things to do
Got to make myself care
Got to make my limbs move
Taking the next step
Operating
Motivating
No more waiting
I am numb
But there's an underlying dread
An underlying nausea
A sense that something is ...off
Something needs tightening
Something is stuck
Something is bent
Something's not right
Polish it up
Tighten the fasteners
Grease the hinges
Straighten what's bent
Scrape off the contacts
Re-flow the cracks
Moisten my lips
Take a deep breath
(From down in the belly)
Try to articulate
Try to be calm
Take a step back
Take a step back
Deflated, spent, and numb
The thrumming of the drum
Will keep my unwilling feet moving task-ward
Closeup on upturned thumb.
