He has no love of dragons
Foul beasts are they, and pure
Pure in evil and love of dust
With beauty and allure
His Lord hath bid him slay them
And though he’s had enough
He’s having trouble piercing true
That lovely rascal, Puff
For in seasons when he’s carried
This, his rider, through the mist
Together they would cry and pray
And by the Fates be kissed
So with a heavy heart he must
Hold his breath and close his eyes
Stepping out in faith, he’ll trust
Until God’s face, his own descries
He feels a bit like Abraham
With Isaac on the pyre
He must obey and ****** his sword
Right through his heart of fire
Jun 1, 2024
Jun 1, 2024 at 3:15 PM UTC
Got to pick it up again
What I’m feelin just ain’t right
No, what I feel isn’t right
Why ‘you make me so uptight?
Won’t you just turn on a light 💡
Saw you floating up the stairs…
At the edges of my sight…
And, the bristling of my hairs…
Think I’ll just turn on the light 💡
Heard you whispering my name
Your secrets stretch these sinews tight
My muscles taught, my racing brain
Can’t keep quiet overnight ✨
Saw you run across the floor
Sad eyes awfully full of fright
Before you close the closet door
Won’t you just let in some light
☀️
Jun 16, 2022
Jun 16, 2022 at 1:47 PM UTC
She squints, her eyes open
She musters the strength
She crawls to the kitchen
But not the full length
In minutes she’s dancing
So fluid, so free
And she’s such a comfort
And so dear to me
She’s the life of the party
Ask anyone here.
They’ve lined up tequila
And whiskey and beer.
Thankful but unfazed
By what they’ve been pourin’ her
As she’s warmly approaching
The chick in the corner
And she saves souls for real
Not like those ****** preachers
And she’s one who can teach
All the doctors and teachers
They hang on her words
And are better for knowing
This spark of existence
This cup overflowing
And I stand in wonder
At all she has touched
All she has given
She’ll say it’s not much
But waves propagate
With her as their source
She speaks, and the cosmos
Is changing its course
Some days she’s saddened
By her empathic knowing
Some days are like years;
Some fly and need slowing.
This past year’s been cutting
The claws of it rip
But she opens her eyes wide
Embracing the trip
And she senses things easily
Intuition - hot
She knows who she is
And she knows who she’s not
And her honor is worthy
Of Arthurian Lore
Her oaths aren’t made lightly
She’s is steadfast and sure
She’s seared into his folds
As his synapses tire
And he needs to subdue
And he’s dousing that fire
But she’s stuck in his head
Like a hook in a fish
And affecting his thoughts
And becoming his wish
He wouldn’t dare dream
Of breaking connection
With someone so dear;
So with each correction,
He’s learning to dance
The dance she intends
To never destroy
This deep bond as friends
Jun 16, 2022
Jun 16, 2022 at 1:38 PM UTC
On Monday
I heard that song
It made my heart
…so blue
Because I realized that I
Had not tried that with you
My ego made me blind
So I put it away
And flirted with you on the phone
The whole ****** day
Enough with caveman thinking
I miss you so **** much
I miss your laughing mouth
I miss your tender touch
A stark realization that
I hadn’t asked you back
I hadn’t begged you, “please,
Let’s get us back on track”
So I sent you lots of pleading
And poetry and pics
To try to see if I could woo
You back from foreign tricks
You’re using one another
For your own selfish kicks
So I tried throwing ego out
And seeing what still sticks
Sad to say though, you,
Are set in your new ways
Myopia will get me through
These dark and lonely days
My turns of phrase fall short
My demons come collect
And you will be right there.
Your truest thoughts, deflect
But I just didn’t want to be
At some future family thing
And have you turn and say,
“Did you keep that old ring?”
“Too bad we couldn’t work it out,
And get US back on track”,
“You said you’ll love me eternally,…
Why didn’t you ask me back?”
So now it’s sinking-in
You did what needed done
You felt you had to crash and burn
This bond into the sun
You burn so brightly kid,
You sure know how to hurt
You give good pleasure for the meal
Then cut me for dessert
Sep 23, 2021
Sep 23, 2021 at 3:28 AM UTC
Oh what’s it like
To have your heart?
(I guess, my dear, I’ll really never know)
Diane for years
You “played the part”
Until you walked right out that door
And
I
Cannot quite convince myself
To talk to you just yet,
My wounded heart can’t take another blow
You were so cruel
Cut me right in half
And you had not a thing to say
You and your tool
Can have a little laugh
The way you laughed at me that day
And
I’m
Far too trusting
I will never trust someone again
You made sure I cannot know the way
You’re still in my heart
You tore it apart
Time to engage
The turn’s compete
Let’s separate this flesh we have sewn
All of my rage
Will dissipate
And the tears will dry up on their own
And
Di,
I can wish
You had not ever married me at all
Imagination
won’t prevent this fall
I fell in love
With someone once
Don’t think I can recall her name
Which only proves
That I’m the dunce
And I know that you feel the same
Cause
I
See the way
Your mind will keep you thinking you’ll smell sweet
You’re not to blame,
…we all fall at your feet
All hail to the queen
(So very obscene)
All hail to the queen
All hail to the queen
Sep 17, 2021
Sep 17, 2021 at 1:09 PM UTC
Happy Anniversary
My sorrow cannot bear
Your new adopted tone
Your hollow smiling stare
I cringe at the thought
The thought that kills my sleep
This thing that you have wrought
How he goes in so deep
His character exalt!
His back muscles so rare
It never was your fault
How could you help but stare?
Poseidon in his glory
A tool for you to use
I hope you get your thrills
Not more damage and abuse
You can drive him toward your will
Not like your former “love”
Whose callousness you loathed
Like the late “God above”
So congrats for eluding
The trap you’d been in
Twenty two years is a long time
To keep this crazy spin
Away you go; you win.
Sep 10, 2021
Sep 10, 2021 at 9:31 AM UTC
You come back today
I’m afraid to see your face
Since you’ve gone away
An image in your place
Has occupied my mind
An image of you, lost
In darkness, and I find
I didn’t count the cost
Of filing (was it blunder?)
The documents that rip
Our strong union asunder
Was it wrong, I wonder?
Will you come to your senses?
Will the spell be lifted?
Will you then break my defenses;
And have reparations gifted?
But then I picture you
In HIS arms, on repeat…
And once again I stew;
Can’t sleep, and I can’t eat
But wounds that I now nurse
Will one day make me strong
It cannot get much worse
So add verses to our song
The song of you and me
Afloat but sinking fast
Adrift in these rough seas
Without an anchor cast
The only way we’ll save
The friendship underneath
Is taking what you gave
And sinking-in my teeth
Because there was some good
I took from our meandering
But I’ll not hold my breath
That you have stopped your wandering
So, civil I will be
I promise to be kind
Your infidelity
Will slowly leave my mind
And one day we will laugh,
About our childish ways;
About this current gaff,
Or at our chosen phrase
Describing these hard times
As we visit our brood
And laughing at your crimes
Love’ll be understood
Sep 7, 2021
Sep 7, 2021 at 10:05 PM UTC
The first of September, first chill in the air
Sorrow hangs heavy, but do not despair
All will work out as it’s meant to
There’ll be a place we will get to
Best friend don’t you forget to
Come and lean on me
~
Remember sunflowers and islands and moons
Remember the way that you made this boy swoon
We can still get past the rough parts
You’re gone, but we still have two connected hearts
You’re one of infinity’s great works of art
We’ll soon learn just how to be
~
I hope we will get to a place where we can
Laugh about love while I’m holding your hand
‘Cause dear, when you hold me, I feel love
It’s not even something I’m proud of
But no, that’s not something… I’m rid of
Diane please kiss me goodbye
~
It can mean nothing to you, dear,
But please let me shed some small quiet tears
A little weep on your shoulder, Di
You can just give me the stink eye
I don’t even care if you don’t cry
But hold me close one more time
~
You were my best friend for twenty six years
We’ve had adventures and our share of tears
But also such laughter, it felt swell
Bubbling up from the deep well
When it subsided, I can’t tell
But I hope it’s not gone for good
~
One of these days in this nightmare of mine
I’ll wake with a start and see everything’s fine
Oh, everything’s just as it should be
My love for you, and your love for me
And this never happened, oh wouldn’t it be
Sweet, if that’s just how it went?
~
But love off-you-go now, you’ve been set free
And you won’t hear no more “pathetics” from me
Take your leave now from me, lady fair
I’ll picture you with your crazy hair
Flying like sparks through the chilly night air
I still care for you, like I say
~
I pray that whoever you’re meant for Diane
Will be everything you’d ever want in a man
Hope he fulfills you like you need
Hope he is gentle…and charming indeed
Be happy you have finally been freed!
And you can do just what you want
~
I’ll always love you …a little bit
Because friend I cannot get rid of it
We’re intertwined and it’s hard to break free
Even now that you’re all done with me
Sep 7, 2021
Sep 7, 2021 at 9:55 PM UTC
It hurts worse every day
I hope this will subside
The lover that you threw away
Has a hollow ache inside
The love to which I was clinging
Was only a pantomime
Your cruel indifference is still stinging
But I’ll be stronger, in good time
This loneliness is like suffocating
And my eyes can’t adjust to the light
Here in the darkness I’m navigating
Depths of despair o’er your flight
And now you’re out and I, soon,
Will have to see your pretty face
But there will be no need for swoon
And there will be no chase
I know you’re gone so go…
I guess this is where we part…
But darling dear, I hope you know
I loved you with all of my heart
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 2:00 PM UTC
Staring at the campfire, tryin’ to think of reasons
Why you were so savage that you went on ahead
Cruelly pantomiming role of “loving wife” for seasons
Messing with my heart and torturing my head
The undetected longings your anxious heart must’ve had
Were hidden so well …even when we did embrace
And there might have been a tiny tell - a sign that things were going bad
But I am blind like justice; and you were gone without a trace
The signs were there in retrospect, many signs that I had missed
I should’ve felt it when we argued, when you tried to make me leave
I should’ve sensed the wandering, detected in each kiss
That you were chained and looking for reprieve
But hindsight gives illumination, and highlights all your lies
Your personality is mimic, assimilate each one
Knowing just the thing to do or say to win your prize
And you’re not satisfied…not ever… ‘til you’ve won
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 8:39 AM UTC