*I try so hard to not let him win
But then the letter or call comes
And I am right back there again
Under his control.
Feeling lost and hurting
Wanting all the pain to leave.
My head hurts
My heart is broken
I am a mess.
I cannot function like this anymore
I am done
He has ruined my day....again.
Happy Birthday to me
He's back.*
Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 8:39 PM UTC
*I try so hard to not let him win
But then the letter or call comes
And I am right back there again
Under his control.
Feeling lost and hurting
Wanting all the pain to leave.
My head hurts
My heart is broken
I am a mess.
I cannot function like this anymore
I am done
He has ruined my day....again.
Happy Birthday to me
He's back.*
