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Just one last time I wanted to make things right… I never do it Like I do it in my mind Oh, just one single time Just wanted to do it right But there’s always a fight… I hope I’ll do it right one day I’ll, See you in heaven See you in hell Every day I’m alive is a day that ain’t so well I wish I could fix every mistake I made I wish I could just take away the pain And why Oh, I don’t know why It makes me want to cry Every day I want to die And why A million and more times I just can’t do it right I’ll fix it all one day When’d Ya learn I’m not alright? That I can’t even go a night Without screaming out in pain Oh I’ll do it all myself Cause I ain’t got nobody else I wish I could say I did I wish I wish I had a life One that would inspire One that I’d be proud to show today Not this one I’d give away **** I’ve got this restless mind Won’t give me any time I just want to go away I’d Give my life If I knew I’d make a difference I’m tired of being a lie I’d die A thousand and more times If I could just see her smile Before the pain takes me away And I hate myself And everything I’ve ever done I’m tired of these stupid songs I’m tired of myself I Can’t even be myself Liking men sets me apart from everything else I’m glad I can lie today I hope that no one else Will ever know this pain Cause it’s driving me insane Seeing shadows all the time All the ****** time And when I want to end myself I know it won’t change anybody else But I feel so selfish not doing enough Doing enough for all the other ones The ones I love so much I hope they love me in return
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
Just one last time...
Just one last time I wanted to make things right… I never do it Like I do it in my mind Oh, just one single time Just wanted to do it right But there’s always a fight… I hope I’ll do it right one day I’ll, See you in heaven See you in hell Every day I’m alive is a day that ain’t so well I wish I could fix every mistake I made I wish I could just take away the pain And why Oh, I don’t know why It makes me want to cry Every day I want to die And why A million and more times I just can’t do it right I’ll fix it all one day When’d Ya learn I’m not alright? That I can’t even go a night Without screaming out in pain Oh I’ll do it all myself Cause I ain’t got nobody else I wish I could say I did I wish I wish I had a life One that would inspire One that I’d be proud to show today Not this one I’d give away **** I’ve got this restless mind Won’t give me any time I just want to go away I’d Give my life If I knew I’d make a difference I’m tired of being a lie I’d die A thousand and more times If I could just see her smile Before the pain takes me away And I hate myself And everything I’ve ever done I’m tired of these stupid songs I’m tired of myself I Can’t even be myself Liking men sets me apart from everything else I’m glad I can lie today I hope that no one else Will ever know this pain Cause it’s driving me insane Seeing shadows all the time All the ****** time And when I want to end myself I know it won’t change anybody else But I feel so selfish not doing enough Doing enough for all the other ones The ones I love so much I hope they love me in return
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venny-hale
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
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