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How? How is it you? How is it that despite the numerous amounts of times I think I can be happy with someone, Share myself with someone, You ***** me up. Just the mere thought of you screws me up. You messed me up, But not in the morbid, "I can never fall in love again" Or "I can never trust again" Because, yes, While I may think those things occasionally, It wasn't because of you. You know why you ****** me up? Because no matter how many butterflies I get from him, They don't even compare to the ones I got from you And although I do love him, I'm not in love with him. You ******* me up because I will never Ever Love someone that way I loved you. I truly, undeniably, unhealthily loved you. I would go find bury treasure for you if you asked me to, But I wouldn't do it for him. I never got tired of you, But...he gets on my nerves sometimes. Despite the amount of protests that you weren't my type You seemed to fit me perfectly, But, he's...nice. I was ******* up before I met you, But **** you really messed me up after. I loved you. How is it that I still love you? How do I move forward when all you do is text me and the emotions come fleeting back? How? How do I stop loving you?
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Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
How?
How? How is it you? How is it that despite the numerous amounts of times I think I can be happy with someone, Share myself with someone, You ***** me up. Just the mere thought of you screws me up. You messed me up, But not in the morbid, "I can never fall in love again" Or "I can never trust again" Because, yes, While I may think those things occasionally, It wasn't because of you. You know why you ****** me up? Because no matter how many butterflies I get from him, They don't even compare to the ones I got from you And although I do love him, I'm not in love with him. You ******* me up because I will never Ever Love someone that way I loved you. I truly, undeniably, unhealthily loved you. I would go find bury treasure for you if you asked me to, But I wouldn't do it for him. I never got tired of you, But...he gets on my nerves sometimes. Despite the amount of protests that you weren't my type You seemed to fit me perfectly, But, he's...nice. I was ******* up before I met you, But **** you really messed me up after. I loved you. How is it that I still love you? How do I move forward when all you do is text me and the emotions come fleeting back? How? How do I stop loving you?
#love#heartbreak#loss#unrequited#heartache
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kaebees
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
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