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I have hatred for  the way I FEEL Yet without this towering misery over me, I wouldn't know how to HEAL. I wouldn't have  searched out and brought light into finding myself, me. I would have kept seeking for unconditional love in someone else, like yourself, you. When really i need to stop loving myself conditionally, cause these wounds sting. I need to devote to loving ME. Yes me. So yes, yes, I AGREE, I need to learn, but can't you SEE how this COULD BE distressing... Like how the **** did SHE and how the hell did HE, Belittling myself out of confidence, and Over thinking into depression. yet I know I'm worth more than this, I get it, no im not a failure I get it. But as luck would HAVE IT, my mind has a go AT IT, and discovers a sensitive spot for it to pick at it. **** this place. I'm frozen from love here. Yet if i hadn't come here, I wouldn't have known i needed to grow. Caving in to sadness, I get lost in feeling hopeless. But I won't give up. Because I'm not a failure, even though I feel like one, and I AM wonderful even though I don't feel like it. I WILL have better days... God teach me how to love me. Teach me how to fall in love with me. I want to grow.
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC
Love Myself
I have hatred for  the way I FEEL Yet without this towering misery over me, I wouldn't know how to HEAL. I wouldn't have  searched out and brought light into finding myself, me. I would have kept seeking for unconditional love in someone else, like yourself, you. When really i need to stop loving myself conditionally, cause these wounds sting. I need to devote to loving ME. Yes me. So yes, yes, I AGREE, I need to learn, but can't you SEE how this COULD BE distressing... Like how the **** did SHE and how the hell did HE, Belittling myself out of confidence, and Over thinking into depression. yet I know I'm worth more than this, I get it, no im not a failure I get it. But as luck would HAVE IT, my mind has a go AT IT, and discovers a sensitive spot for it to pick at it. **** this place. I'm frozen from love here. Yet if i hadn't come here, I wouldn't have known i needed to grow. Caving in to sadness, I get lost in feeling hopeless. But I won't give up. Because I'm not a failure, even though I feel like one, and I AM wonderful even though I don't feel like it. I WILL have better days... God teach me how to love me. Teach me how to fall in love with me. I want to grow.
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC
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