I used think
Of suicide
All the time
How
When
Where
But really,
Suicide
Sounds like a lot
Of work
What I really wish
Is that death
Would just take me
And I wouldn't have to come
To it
That I would fall from great heights
But not on purpose
That a bear would eat me
Without prompting
That water would take me
Without my help
That I would just die
But not on purpose
Or even better
But truly impossible,
I wish I had never been born
That I had never disgraced
This world
With my presence
That I never
Met you
So you wouldn't have to pretend
To be my friend
That I never
Forced my
Ugly words
On people
I honestly wish I had never been born
So no,
I do not
Want to commit suicide
But yes,
I do want to die
Or have never been alive
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 8:44 PM UTC
I used think
Of suicide
All the time
How
When
Where
But really,
Suicide
Sounds like a lot
Of work
What I really wish
Is that death
Would just take me
And I wouldn't have to come
To it
That I would fall from great heights
But not on purpose
That a bear would eat me
Without prompting
That water would take me
Without my help
That I would just die
But not on purpose
Or even better
But truly impossible,
I wish I had never been born
That I had never disgraced
This world
With my presence
That I never
Met you
So you wouldn't have to pretend
To be my friend
That I never
Forced my
Ugly words
On people
I honestly wish I had never been born
So no,
I do not
Want to commit suicide
But yes,
I do want to die
Or have never been alive
