there i was
worried
about coming home
to an empty space
filled with two cats
and memories i can’t erase.
i made it home
i was benzo’d out.
i did the dishes
catching myself
from the ***** soap water
repeating the things
distract and relax
that's what the crazies said
here i am, in my head
saying it too
am i crazy
or am i just living dead
so i vacuum
and say it again
*i can cope,
panic doesn’t ****
does this make me crazy
that i say these things
to keep me calm
to distract and relax
my mind knowing that
i’m all alone
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 7:08 PM UTC
there i was
worried
about coming home
to an empty space
filled with two cats
and memories i can’t erase.
i made it home
i was benzo’d out.
i did the dishes
catching myself
from the ***** soap water
repeating the things
distract and relax
that's what the crazies said
here i am, in my head
saying it too
am i crazy
or am i just living dead
so i vacuum
and say it again
*i can cope,
panic doesn’t ****
does this make me crazy
that i say these things
to keep me calm
to distract and relax
my mind knowing that
i’m all alone
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