Do you know what the word fine stands for
Fine.
Freaked out
Insecure
Neurotic and
Emotional
Now I just want you to know before you read any further
I am fine
So let us begin
I am sorry
I am sorry that I was so closed
But I was only closed because I felt like if you saw my demon you'd run
Because the truth is since the day we met I have thought about suicide
You held that demon at bay without knowing it and I never wanted to put that kind of pressure on you
As it was
I was scared to lose you
To fail at a committed relationship
Before you I had never had one
I mean a true commitment not just where I say that a girl and I dating
I'm sorry that I didn't keep you happy
I'm sorry that your family lead me to believe they liked us together.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man your father would want you to marry
I am sorry that I was childish
Sorry you thought I wasn't committed enough
I am sorry that I missed my chance with you
Of all the things I could be sorry for.
And I know how long that list is
I want you to know..
I will never
Be sorry
For the fact that I love you the way I do
I will never be sorry
For that fact that I would fight for you any chance I got
And I will never be sorry
For the fact that I still hold hope for us
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
Do you know what the word fine stands for
Fine.
Freaked out
Insecure
Neurotic and
Emotional
Now I just want you to know before you read any further
I am fine
So let us begin
I am sorry
I am sorry that I was so closed
But I was only closed because I felt like if you saw my demon you'd run
Because the truth is since the day we met I have thought about suicide
You held that demon at bay without knowing it and I never wanted to put that kind of pressure on you
As it was
I was scared to lose you
To fail at a committed relationship
Before you I had never had one
I mean a true commitment not just where I say that a girl and I dating
I'm sorry that I didn't keep you happy
I'm sorry that your family lead me to believe they liked us together.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man your father would want you to marry
I am sorry that I was childish
Sorry you thought I wasn't committed enough
I am sorry that I missed my chance with you
Of all the things I could be sorry for.
And I know how long that list is
I want you to know..
I will never
Be sorry
For the fact that I love you the way I do
I will never be sorry
For that fact that I would fight for you any chance I got
And I will never be sorry
For the fact that I still hold hope for us
M L G