I rarely edit my work
I prefer the fresh
green
words that sprout in the moment
There is something disingenuous to me
about letting someone
even a later self
uproot and replant my ideas
My mother wants me to
let the editors inside
she wants me to open my sanctuary
to the norms
the opinions
the pen
of the world
I'm afraid to touch my own words
because god loves ugly
because
I
love ugly
what would happen
if I let
them
touch my thoughts?
I think therefor I am
so if they help me think
am I still?
give me your downcast, your ugly, your broken
the grit and the grime of your teeming mind
I lift my pen, I peel back the wool
this is life, there is no golden door of escape
complacency is sickness
have I found it
of from it do I flee?
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 4:26 PM UTC
I rarely edit my work
I prefer the fresh
green
words that sprout in the moment
There is something disingenuous to me
about letting someone
even a later self
uproot and replant my ideas
My mother wants me to
let the editors inside
she wants me to open my sanctuary
to the norms
the opinions
the pen
of the world
I'm afraid to touch my own words
because god loves ugly
because
I
love ugly
what would happen
if I let
them
touch my thoughts?
I think therefor I am
so if they help me think
am I still?
give me your downcast, your ugly, your broken
the grit and the grime of your teeming mind
I lift my pen, I peel back the wool
this is life, there is no golden door of escape
complacency is sickness
have I found it
of from it do I flee?
