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*Would it be okay if I say, I’ve had enough of your presence in my life? You’re too much of everything I hate of all the things, you annoy me. I wish you were gone and would fade away like you never existed. But still you were there reminding me of all the wrong things, The bad memories, The irritating personalities,                    The foolish behaviors,                                    The selfish self,                                             and lastly                                    The sad and gloomy                                           State of mind. I did something to hide you, I can simply toss you aside, Put a mask on your face,         Do a charade               Making you aware that you don’t exist,               and a complete cover-up of make belief. I’ve done everything possible I can to coat or erase your every existence But then I realized you’re a part of me That can never be erased A reflection of me The reality of me You can never be without me   and    I can never be without you because all in all you’re me .*
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May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
You & I
*Would it be okay if I say, I’ve had enough of your presence in my life? You’re too much of everything I hate of all the things, you annoy me. I wish you were gone and would fade away like you never existed. But still you were there reminding me of all the wrong things, The bad memories, The irritating personalities,                    The foolish behaviors,                                    The selfish self,                                             and lastly                                    The sad and gloomy                                           State of mind. I did something to hide you, I can simply toss you aside, Put a mask on your face,         Do a charade               Making you aware that you don’t exist,               and a complete cover-up of make belief. I’ve done everything possible I can to coat or erase your every existence But then I realized you’re a part of me That can never be erased A reflection of me The reality of me You can never be without me   and    I can never be without you because all in all you’re me .*
"i wrote this when i was really down with myself i always blame myself." - that's what i said way back when I wrote this last July 2012. Now I've grown to understand myself better, accepting the things that I needed to embrace and just live the way I wanted without hate in my system. Yes, I guess the hate is still there, it doesn't fade easily, we always have our insecurity, sometimes it helps us stay grounded on our feet, but most of the time it hinders us in doing something good for us. I am glad that I found comfort, creativity, acceptance & understanding in poetry without it, I'll be exploding in every path I take...  Thank you for reading my friends.
#self#hate#acceptance#understanding#youi
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May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
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