Some days I feel every heart dropping love, smile and happy tear to be felt when I look at you
When other days I feel nothing
I feel nothing but a calm numbness and empty ache inside my hollow chest
Because you taught me how to feel everything that I want to feel, and embrace it
But you also taught me how to force myself to feel nothing
Because feeling nothing is less painful than feeling every ache, painful tear and wrench in my soul
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 1:36 PM UTC
Some days I feel every heart dropping love, smile and happy tear to be felt when I look at you
When other days I feel nothing
I feel nothing but a calm numbness and empty ache inside my hollow chest
Because you taught me how to feel everything that I want to feel, and embrace it
But you also taught me how to force myself to feel nothing
Because feeling nothing is less painful than feeling every ache, painful tear and wrench in my soul
