I want to trust You.
You won't tell me what to do.
I keep seeking You, but You drift further away from veiw.
My life is a ****** up mess and I'm sorry for my life choices and how I dress.
But I'm not sorry for this conversation
I cry out for help and it's like You’re procrastinating.
Leaving me suffering and now I'm hating
My God, my God why have you forsaken?
You were my one true love
As I look to the skies above I cry.
Send me a dove and bring me Your peace
Let me know Your love and that sweet release of peace
Dance with me yet again, my one true friend.
Have I fallen so far that this is the end?
Can You even hear me anymore?
Is it true what they say that God could never love a *****
Am I going crazy and trusting in a fantasy?
No I know You. I know You are real.
Now I question if you care, this isn't fair.
I drop to my knees and bow to the King of Kings
I won't leave until You bless me.
I won't stop calling till You acknowledge me
Stubborn I may well be
If You say to trust you
Do something!
Speak now!
I'm waiting.
Please God don't let me turn away.
When I was broken and so swallowed by fear and didn't speak.
You spoke for me.
When I was filthy and weak
You cleansed me and gave me strength
Now I need that divine power.
Not for me but someone smaller.
Do You not remember?
My beautiful child, the one You gave.
My husband has ran away.
You promised to alway stay
Come to me once again my lover and friend.
Pick me Up and spin
Like You used to.
I will have faith You won't let me fall.
Don't let me walk away.
Save me one more time.
"I am Yours and You are mine"
This is the song I sing to You.
Have you forgotten me Lord?
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 3:16 AM UTC
I want to trust You.
You won't tell me what to do.
I keep seeking You, but You drift further away from veiw.
My life is a ****** up mess and I'm sorry for my life choices and how I dress.
But I'm not sorry for this conversation
I cry out for help and it's like You’re procrastinating.
Leaving me suffering and now I'm hating
My God, my God why have you forsaken?
You were my one true love
As I look to the skies above I cry.
Send me a dove and bring me Your peace
Let me know Your love and that sweet release of peace
Dance with me yet again, my one true friend.
Have I fallen so far that this is the end?
Can You even hear me anymore?
Is it true what they say that God could never love a *****
Am I going crazy and trusting in a fantasy?
No I know You. I know You are real.
Now I question if you care, this isn't fair.
I drop to my knees and bow to the King of Kings
I won't leave until You bless me.
I won't stop calling till You acknowledge me
Stubborn I may well be
If You say to trust you
Do something!
Speak now!
I'm waiting.
Please God don't let me turn away.
When I was broken and so swallowed by fear and didn't speak.
You spoke for me.
When I was filthy and weak
You cleansed me and gave me strength
Now I need that divine power.
Not for me but someone smaller.
Do You not remember?
My beautiful child, the one You gave.
My husband has ran away.
You promised to alway stay
Come to me once again my lover and friend.
Pick me Up and spin
Like You used to.
I will have faith You won't let me fall.
Don't let me walk away.
Save me one more time.
"I am Yours and You are mine"
This is the song I sing to You.
Have you forgotten me Lord?
I remember this day I wrote this. This was shortly before I walked away from the church.
