Your words,
they pulled me like tide on tethered soul
each line a hush,
each verse a look I wasn’t ready to return.
I fought this.
Dodged your warmth like it might burn.
But oh, the fear
that you’d see right through the quiet,
to the hunger I bury under silk and sarcasm.
Desires not made for daylight.
Your poetry
exquisite on page,
sinful in my mind.
How lucky your muse,
to be the wellspring of your art.
How luckier still am I,
to drink from it.
Your hands
a haven.
My head in your lap,
countless times I’ve drifted into the safest sleep.
Fingers laced as you drive,
windows down, world forgotten.
I hate this feeling.
I do.
But I can’t cut it out of me.
I know what this is
and what it isn’t.
So I beg you,
Honey Bee…
let me be.
Because if I come too close,
you’ll sting.
And I’ll break.
Mercy,
on me,
and on this stubborn heart
I can’t take a love
that never starts.
Jul 17, 2025
Jul 17, 2025 at 10:31 PM UTC
Deceive my heart, weave a tale untrue,
Whisper love, say I'm the one for you.
I'll sense the falsehood, still, I'll find reprieve,
In my delusions, happiness I'll achieve.
I plead with you, spin a tale so sweet,
My love unreturned, a wound so deep.
Lie to me, let me cling to false dreams,
For in your lies, my broken heart redeems.
Aug 23, 2023
Aug 23, 2023 at 12:38 AM UTC
In shadows cast, I stand, my heart feels sore,
Not beautiful, but "cute," at best, they implore.
Love's worth, in men's eyes, I can't seem to find,
Reduced to an object, desire defined.
A foolish dream, I once held in my heart,
To be loved, cherished, a meaningful part.
Yet, my hope, now crushed, I can't ignore,
As I see myself, just a piece to explore.
In this darkness, I resign my fate,
A piece of meat, to be hunted, innate.
Devoured by men's hunger, I now see,
In this harsh reality, my soul's decree.
Aug 6, 2023
Aug 6, 2023 at 10:17 PM UTC
In loving you, no apologies I make,
My heart breaks, its pieces start to ache.
Meeting you, a bittersweet delight,
Knowing I'll never be her shadow's light.
True love knows no bounds, no demands,
I accepted you, flaws and all, no reprimands.
Yet, as you choose to return to her embrace,
My heart's agony, I struggle to erase.
I'd **** I'd die, I'd steal for you, it's true,
A love so deep, a bond that still holds true.
Forever and a day, I'll be yours to keep,
Even as my heart shatters, my soul does weep.
Aug 6, 2023
Aug 6, 2023 at 9:29 PM UTC
I am afraid of you
I am afraid of what you can make me do
Your touch can weaken my legs
You grab me by the throat my heart skips and leaps
You whisper in my ear
The warmth of your breath sends chills down my spine
Your words make my stomach turn
I am so very afraid of you
Knowing that every act betrays all that I am
And still, I can’t sleep tonight anticipating you
I am afraid of you
I don’t know what I feel. I just know I have never felt it before
I know I have never been so free under your control
Apr 28, 2022
Apr 28, 2022 at 9:27 AM UTC
I crave you
I want you
I need you
You made me love you
You made me care for you
You made me submit to you
You claimed my body
You claimed my mind
You claimed my heart
And now where are you?
I’m yours without a collar
I’m yours without you
I crave you
I want you
I need you
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 10:33 PM UTC
If I could borrow your eyes
Only for a few minutes
If I could see this so called beauty
This strength
This poise you claim I carry
If I could only see what you see
Maybe I could love me
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 8:00 PM UTC
Would you truly like to see inside my soul
It’s desolate and dark
Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 1:20 PM UTC
You make me cry
You make me want to scream
I hate you
I truly do
I crave you
I want you
This is why I hate you
You make me feel lovable
You make me want to be better
This is why I hate you
I find myself wanting to open up and share what’s within my soul to you
I hate you
Your gaze strips me bare
This is why I cannot stare
I hate you
You make me want to kiss you
And say
I love you
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 8:01 PM UTC
In the throws of passion
He has complete control of me
When his hand glides against my skin
My body screams for him
When he looks into my eyes
My soul comes alive
He knows the power he holds
I begin to unfold
I fall prey to his kiss
Every heartbeat and breath I miss
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 7:56 PM UTC