Do you ever have days
where you are just "off"?
You know --
Days where your head aches
and everything you try seems fruitless?
Today was a day like that for me
and no matter what I do,
the headache continues; the pain continues.
I miss being home;
I miss my kids;
I miss Tony.
Some days working is such a burden
even when it is a joy.
This is the third night this week
I'm away from home.
The third night Gabriel will need to
go to bed without being nursed.
The third night I won't have been
able to help Madeline with her homework.
Sometimes the pace
of my life and work
gets to me.
Like today.
Then I wonder - is my work worth so much?
that I sacrifice time with my family?
I miss things --
Things like Gabriel's first time climbing
up the stairs.
Like the first time Dominic went to preschool;
the first time Madeline went to the dentist.
And why really?
What's the point?
Is work that important?
Today was a tough day...
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:59 AM UTC
Do you ever have days
where you are just "off"?
You know --
Days where your head aches
and everything you try seems fruitless?
Today was a day like that for me
and no matter what I do,
the headache continues; the pain continues.
I miss being home;
I miss my kids;
I miss Tony.
Some days working is such a burden
even when it is a joy.
This is the third night this week
I'm away from home.
The third night Gabriel will need to
go to bed without being nursed.
The third night I won't have been
able to help Madeline with her homework.
Sometimes the pace
of my life and work
gets to me.
Like today.
Then I wonder - is my work worth so much?
that I sacrifice time with my family?
I miss things --
Things like Gabriel's first time climbing
up the stairs.
Like the first time Dominic went to preschool;
the first time Madeline went to the dentist.
And why really?
What's the point?
Is work that important?
Today was a tough day...
