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I only ever seem to have flirtationships. Never relationships. I feel that's what tires me most. The thought of something being wrong with me runs its course- over and over. It's no question that you can tell when I like someone. Body language is readable and I can't seem to change it. A smile is usually constant. My laugh is often. My face usually reddens and I feel warm. I am obviously aware of their presence. A casually awkward conversation turns flirty and ****** references begin to enter everyday conversation. Everything's going great. Then fate takes it toll. They decide to drop me, or we slowly die out and grow apart. My heart breaks due to the attachment that grew because I saw distance in our flirting- while they must've seen a sentence affair. *it's me it's always me.* Yet, I can never figure out what is quite wrong with me and no cares to tell me. Someone new comes along and the cycle begins over again and there's nothing I can do to help it. I always have flirtationships, Never relationships.
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 12:47 PM UTC
Flirtationship
I only ever seem to have flirtationships. Never relationships. I feel that's what tires me most. The thought of something being wrong with me runs its course- over and over. It's no question that you can tell when I like someone. Body language is readable and I can't seem to change it. A smile is usually constant. My laugh is often. My face usually reddens and I feel warm. I am obviously aware of their presence. A casually awkward conversation turns flirty and ****** references begin to enter everyday conversation. Everything's going great. Then fate takes it toll. They decide to drop me, or we slowly die out and grow apart. My heart breaks due to the attachment that grew because I saw distance in our flirting- while they must've seen a sentence affair. *it's me it's always me.* Yet, I can never figure out what is quite wrong with me and no cares to tell me. Someone new comes along and the cycle begins over again and there's nothing I can do to help it. I always have flirtationships, Never relationships.
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 12:47 PM UTC
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