I lied
In all of my time
In every painful moment
I cried wolf inside my mind
I swore that the pain was
unbearable
I was sure that I had felt it all
and me being me
So utterly selfish
So undeniably vain
So wrapped up in myself
I was positive
That I had felt it all
I never thought I would feel
What I felt
On that hazy night
When you told me that
My pain
was shared
and oh god
Oh god
If I spent various nights
With hot tears and nauseating guilt
If I spent days wondering if my mother
would still love me
If I wasting years of my life
brooding
over something that I had every right to mourn about
oh dear
That means
That you did too
And how on this forsaken planet
How
how could any god let you
******* YOU
feel the pain
That only terrible people like
I
Should feel?
If that's the God
That eveyone worships
I want
no part
Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 12:13 PM UTC
I lied
In all of my time
In every painful moment
I cried wolf inside my mind
I swore that the pain was
unbearable
I was sure that I had felt it all
and me being me
So utterly selfish
So undeniably vain
So wrapped up in myself
I was positive
That I had felt it all
I never thought I would feel
What I felt
On that hazy night
When you told me that
My pain
was shared
and oh god
Oh god
If I spent various nights
With hot tears and nauseating guilt
If I spent days wondering if my mother
would still love me
If I wasting years of my life
brooding
over something that I had every right to mourn about
oh dear
That means
That you did too
And how on this forsaken planet
How
how could any god let you
******* YOU
feel the pain
That only terrible people like
I
Should feel?
If that's the God
That eveyone worships
I want
no part
