When
I remember myself
As a young girl
There was no devilish
Smile hidden in a
Hair twirl
I didn't make my
Face blank
Hiding
Letting others
Use it as a
Clean slate
I didn't endlessly
Rebuild
Myself a wall
That was flawed
To continually fall
I didn't close
My eyes
In hopes
Reality would
Freeze if I
Didnt
Try
So
I think its fair
To not claim these
Darknesses
As things
That were always
Lurking in my heart
But instead
A habit
Of self induced
Temptation
The most innocent
Protection
Rip yourself apart
Nobody will want
To taste if you're
****
I was free
And now
I want to
Be
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 11:26 PM UTC
When
I remember myself
As a young girl
There was no devilish
Smile hidden in a
Hair twirl
I didn't make my
Face blank
Hiding
Letting others
Use it as a
Clean slate
I didn't endlessly
Rebuild
Myself a wall
That was flawed
To continually fall
I didn't close
My eyes
In hopes
Reality would
Freeze if I
Didnt
Try
So
I think its fair
To not claim these
Darknesses
As things
That were always
Lurking in my heart
But instead
A habit
Of self induced
Temptation
The most innocent
Protection
Rip yourself apart
Nobody will want
To taste if you're
****
I was free
And now
I want to
Be
