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Dear friends, Hello. How are you? I'm fine, thanks. Recently, I haven't been opening up at all, And I'm sorry, Some of you I trust with little things, Some, not at all... Well, you know who you are and where you stand. There's allot of things i haven't been telling you Now, I wont go in depth, Cause there's not much time left, But this might be my last chance to be honest. Things have been getting worse, Slowly with time I don't even know who I am anymore, I've lost control. I had a mental breakdown about a week ago I guess it's just too much, all of this I can't do this anymore Now, don't say "I'm sorry" There's nothing to be sorry for I couldn't let you in, Because I shut my windows and doors I've realized one thing, It just wont get better, My life slowly fell apart, Day by day, And here I am Ready to just die The lies don't make things better But I can't tell the truth either Who wants to know the truth anyways? I'm sure I really don't, Not now, not ever, Because when someone tells the truth, Someone else gets hurt Don't ask what happened, Because there's no answer, No real explanation Its my fault... It always has been Goodbye friends sincerely, Apathy, aka Holdingon, aka em1640, aka Emily
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
letter to friends
Dear friends, Hello. How are you? I'm fine, thanks. Recently, I haven't been opening up at all, And I'm sorry, Some of you I trust with little things, Some, not at all... Well, you know who you are and where you stand. There's allot of things i haven't been telling you Now, I wont go in depth, Cause there's not much time left, But this might be my last chance to be honest. Things have been getting worse, Slowly with time I don't even know who I am anymore, I've lost control. I had a mental breakdown about a week ago I guess it's just too much, all of this I can't do this anymore Now, don't say "I'm sorry" There's nothing to be sorry for I couldn't let you in, Because I shut my windows and doors I've realized one thing, It just wont get better, My life slowly fell apart, Day by day, And here I am Ready to just die The lies don't make things better But I can't tell the truth either Who wants to know the truth anyways? I'm sure I really don't, Not now, not ever, Because when someone tells the truth, Someone else gets hurt Don't ask what happened, Because there's no answer, No real explanation Its my fault... It always has been Goodbye friends sincerely, Apathy, aka Holdingon, aka em1640, aka Emily
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
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