Tangled in Desire and Depression
regulated by hostility and sin
whilst those truly guilty
run wild; Controlling their prey
I see what you're doing
all the familiar games, we used to play
jealous of the love I possess
******* happiness like blood
the pain no one helped me through
darkened nights: tear drops on broken glass
the shattered remains of the girl I was
surround the monster I have become
Punch me, Cut me, make me Bleed
just don't break my heart
stitches and way too many shots
falling, deep into my blackened soul
forget who I have killed
don't remember the hearts I kept
taste the flesh under your teeth
then go home before...it's...all...gone
screams that echo through the night
shows the terror I feel,
every time my eyes shut
pain from the past that won't let me go
I wish I could accept the future
but my mind still aches with fear
torn in two by love and pain
dancing to a bittersweet melody of self mutilation
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 11:34 PM UTC
Tangled in Desire and Depression
regulated by hostility and sin
whilst those truly guilty
run wild; Controlling their prey
I see what you're doing
all the familiar games, we used to play
jealous of the love I possess
******* happiness like blood
the pain no one helped me through
darkened nights: tear drops on broken glass
the shattered remains of the girl I was
surround the monster I have become
Punch me, Cut me, make me Bleed
just don't break my heart
stitches and way too many shots
falling, deep into my blackened soul
forget who I have killed
don't remember the hearts I kept
taste the flesh under your teeth
then go home before...it's...all...gone
screams that echo through the night
shows the terror I feel,
every time my eyes shut
pain from the past that won't let me go
I wish I could accept the future
but my mind still aches with fear
torn in two by love and pain
dancing to a bittersweet melody of self mutilation
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