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I miss you. I know that is not what you wanted but, I miss you. They told me life wasn't a wish granting factory. If that is true, how did you cease to be? Leaving no memory or trace of the broken heart that could have healed mine. I think of you. I know that's not what you wanted but, I think of you. I see you in the mirrors in my eyes, although you are free you scream and scream and scream begging to God to erase your existence. I wonder if you are me. I know that's not what you wanted but, I see myself in you. I hear the words you once screamed yet never screamed at all, my grandmother said that God doesn't always give us what we want but always what we need. So, I wonder why he took you, and every memory you had imprinted upon this earth. 16 years earlier, your mother holds what was once a positive, but this time around it is not. I know this is what you wanted. so why do you weep twinning tears, to match those of your mother?
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Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 12:43 AM UTC
Be careful what you wish for
I miss you. I know that is not what you wanted but, I miss you. They told me life wasn't a wish granting factory. If that is true, how did you cease to be? Leaving no memory or trace of the broken heart that could have healed mine. I think of you. I know that's not what you wanted but, I think of you. I see you in the mirrors in my eyes, although you are free you scream and scream and scream begging to God to erase your existence. I wonder if you are me. I know that's not what you wanted but, I see myself in you. I hear the words you once screamed yet never screamed at all, my grandmother said that God doesn't always give us what we want but always what we need. So, I wonder why he took you, and every memory you had imprinted upon this earth. 16 years earlier, your mother holds what was once a positive, but this time around it is not. I know this is what you wanted. so why do you weep twinning tears, to match those of your mother?
" I don't want to **** myself. I just want to cease existing, as if I never was born"
jenna-vaitkunas
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jenna-vaitkunas
21/F/American
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 12:43 AM UTC
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