the festive music kept playing on repeat
never seeming to see an end
as i buried my face in the bedsheets,
i couldn't help but want the entire world to go away.
in short, i spent my christmas crying
wishing only for you again
i knew i'd made a mistake, letting you leave
i just wanted another chance.
and, you know?
the only gift i gave myself
was the carving of your name onto my own body
reminding myself
that you never really left.
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:36 PM UTC
the festive music kept playing on repeat
never seeming to see an end
as i buried my face in the bedsheets,
i couldn't help but want the entire world to go away.
in short, i spent my christmas crying
wishing only for you again
i knew i'd made a mistake, letting you leave
i just wanted another chance.
and, you know?
the only gift i gave myself
was the carving of your name onto my own body
reminding myself
that you never really left.
an entire month since we broke up
