Beauty was bestowed upon me / A golden Crown of self loathing / Replaced By a thorny wraith / Unforgiving Self worth / Slipping Cutting clean / Through my ears The ruby / Sensitive Gum / The welling of red On cracked lips / The raw Pink inside of my cheek / The slight Glisten of fever / Eyes / Forehead The nape of my neck / Swirls Of sheets / Alternating / Crisp and damp Sunsets and shadows / Cast Ant parades / Majestic In their toil / Finding myself Beauty in the very hight / Of senses The senseless sun / Mine For the taking / To use For my own needs / Of the Contrasting and blending/ Of The human consciousness / Of Beauty and pain.