(Verse 1)
Sweat drips from my eyes,
Screams of lust I cry.
Tonight you are everything to me.
Your everything,
You’re everything to me no more;
As I wake from this perfect dream
I’ll escape from Eden’s wall.
I can no longer live this lie.
For I must think of only myself,
Now my hatred makes me feel so cold;
Like all the secrets I deny I uphold,
And yet every time I stumble I’m alone,
And the darkness from all my burden fills my soul.
(Chorus)
I’ll lose myself in anguish tonight.
Help me get over you,
Don’t put up a fight,
And to think you wouldn’t be scared or surprised;
If I severed all these ties
This is the end,
Cause everything that once mattered,
Faded away;
Now all that remains
Is half of me, my false apology.
(Verse 2)
I feel so numb to see this bitterness
(It has to come to this)
The end of beautiful illusions
(One last kiss)
Now my broken wings prevails me to fly.
Confusion, I am in denial.
So much to hide
I lie alone
So afraid,
I take my last breath
As I fade away.
(Chorus)
I’ll lose myself in anguish tonight.
Help me get over you,
Don’t put up a fight,
And to think you wouldn’t be scared or surprised;
If I severed all these ties
This is the end,
Nothing else left to run through my mind.
It all faded away;
Now all that remains
Is half of me, my false apology.
(Verse 3)
We must let go urgency
As the flood of tears
Begin to overwhelm me.
Every time I try to restrain,
I’ll try not to fall for your false beauty.
My heart is at a stake,
Which leads to this promise
Just close your eyes,
And help me get over you;
Let me deny this lie.
(Verse 4)
But just for tonight,
I’ll lose my way and I’ll fall;
I’ll take this step, and then I’ll crawl.
Everything that once mattered,
It still remains;
But in my mind
I still see blood from your eyes.
It’s just a beautiful lie,
My one last good-bye.