The person in the mirror who stares back Bewildered child with the sunflower eyes Just a child, impalpable Not the child they saw, but the child I felt The child that was me A crack in the surface A fly on the wall An unwanted smile An unheard secret Frozen in the weight of my anonymity, Insecure or in denial? My darkened eyes bare witness to the pathetic restraints of society They change everyone around me Just not for the better