cigarettes are my best friend. i love the way you burn my throat but not the way you burn my eyes. i thought these tears were streaming because of the smoke cringing my corneas but they were real tears... like from... my emotions. man **** those guys. i taste it in my mouth, my lungs, my flesh. i smell like you, but it's never enough. light me on fire when i spark a port. singe my skin, **** and poke and find out who i am. what does this mean? what does anything mean? cancer is just a name. death is a terminal disease we are all diagnosed with at birth. they come, they go, *who cares anyways.