Everyday I look for you. I know you're gone but still... Every class, every test, every ******* meal. I still ask myself, "Why you?" Can anybody answer that? Really? Who? I die a little more each day, waiting for you to hold me again; to tell me you love me and for me to smile. I know it's bee a while, but the pain is still here. Every song I hear, brings one more tear to add to the collection and more and more nostalgic seconds. You're supposed to be here with me, not with Marilyn and Bob Marley. I was mad at you in the beginning, but anger doesn't bring a happy ending. I cried today and yesterday and the day before that... I wonder what happened to your favorite hat. This is terrible, i feel like ****. Who knew this would be it?