What have I become?
I drink and I smoke,
I cry and mope,
and I **** and I poke
and loose myself in what I didn't want to be.
Just be you!
Is that so hard?
Not a ***** or a ****
or a *** or a broad.
I have loved him
the same
since the first day.
I've watched him recycle girls-
just throw them away.
I've been by his side
and that is where i will stay.
Just hoping that one day,
I'll have my way.