I still look at her an see light, Even though she was the one to blow out the candle, I use to be a little girl, Turned into a mother before I could read, Rooted in the ground and torn out, I only expected a gentle uprooting, On my own now, I build the fence, Then the wall, I cover them with flowers to hide their shadows, now I evade to a windowless room, To think, All the doors I left open, None were walked through.