I pull at the signum underneath my solid black shirt wondering why this time is so different Ever since I could call him mine I have done nothing but try And not get anything in return Why do you hurt so much? Why do you want me to cry all of the time? I have no more room for sadness or tears Yet you make room saying it is the last time Promising never again But when my life takes a wrong turn you break a little more, leaving the shards stuck inside Left for me to pick up the pieces Then you want to start all over Like it never happened at all Dear heart; why him? You don’t just wake up one morning and stop loving somebody love is forever Why try to make me forger? I write it all down You can’t erase my mind! You can’t make me forget All the things I love about him I wouldn't change a single thing You can’t make him disappear! Dear heart; why are you doing this to me? Dear heart; why do I love him so much?