In my bed I lay
With tired eyes. With sorrowful eyes.
I stare into the black abyss.
My room is my prision.
A prision built
For the beast i claim to be.

In my bed I lay.
With a sad heart. A beating heart.
I bring out the thoughts of her.
She holds me tight, I hold her for life.
Tangled in each other with desire Naked yearning for love.

In my bed I lay.
A future so dark. A future shady.
It pangs my heart to no end.
Will i make it out alive?
Will the anxiety finish me tonight?
Will the loneliness swallow me whole?

In my bed I sigh
With young eyes, a heart beating,
And future in the making.
A love in my heart.
A desire that leaves my body shaking.

I feel so lost.
And yet i feel found.


Here
as I lay in my bed