I put on my dads coat every time I leave to smoke because between a long exhale and his cologne I remember in lucidity one of the last times I saw him.
It was four in the morning I was drunk on whiskey and alone yet again, not that he was surprised or angered by my antics.
As always he was halfway down the driveway by the time my phone rang.
"Do you have a cigarette on you?"
I was silent awhile until I nodded, shyly obliged, and removed the last one from my pocket which I gladly sacrificed.
He laughed and shook his head his small fire illuminating the thick fog around us and his sunken eyes exhausted from a day of work that had drained us both.
My vision blurring in and out of focus fleeting street lights displayed an abundance of nose marks his favorite dog left on the window.
I saw my fathers familiar hand reach out offering me a drag which I silently accepted, and I'm glad I did.
As the smoke cleared I half-smiled to myself, because if I could see us now things would be different.
I unknowingly accepted a share of the last gift I would give.