I'll always float here, inside this garden of chemicals for many years to destroy myself would be blasphemy, to remember myself would be heresy so I settle in the middle (of nowhere) with no words, no whispers, the loud bang from the bell is drowning out the non-polluted oxygen in my lungs, in my heart through the zone, out the zone no way to say goodbye breathe in, breathe out breathe in, breathe out breathe in, breathe out breathe in, breathe out breathe in, breathe out breathe in, breathe out breathe in