" if i give up now, what have i been fighting for all this while? " Nothing. Because what i fought for, never fought back for me. I wonder, how much of what weighs me down, is not mine to carry. At one point, i thought i've lost everything. 'Till i realised, i've forgotten to count my blessings. I've been so consumed with something, that i forgot anything at all. Through it all, it shouldn't have happened, but you let it. The best medicine, is just to let you win. 4-word conclusion: Whatever's best for you.