I've always lied to the people i need to be honest with. I've always tried when I shouldn't. Life has always crippled me because I let it. Now that's I've cried and and my pride has died. I'm going to be me I'll admit I've ******* up I've made my mistakes. I've dig my grave and I've layer in it. I've dig my self out after I told people to bury me. I've never given up because of my pride. Now I've given up and i feel better than ever because my bravado is gone my lack luster shine is back I've realized my mistakes and i take them back but I have to amend for them i won't be at my best I never was not I've hit the bottom and I stood back up that's what counts I'm proud of myself again for a good reason and not because my pride is foolish I've got to go my mistakes don't fix themselves goodbye old life hero new me