I sat on a blue colored swing pushing myself up so high as if I can touch the sky jumping of my seat dust gather around me
Sometimes I wish that I remained naive free from the troubles of this world but once you lose it you can never have it back
Now that I'm back, sitting on that swing it no longer moves in many ways it goes back and forth carefully afraid that it will break afraid that I will break afraid always afraid
Utterly lost at the moment to shift or not? Is this what I really want? But then the problem of practicality hits me then I start questioning whether I'm being really selfish and ungrateful ugh