Phong hit the ground Within a second of the sound Of the gunshot that laid him down Loosened the grip on his own weapon At the moment of impact It fell with a thud Next to his body in the mud When his head hit the hard earth He heard thunder and saw light
The bullet in the North Vietnames man's skull was made in America Loaded by The Poet earlier that afternoon Along with the rest of his ammo In the second after Phong died Poet lowered his sight And came to an abrupt and awkward halt There was no denying the man was hit Even less to prove the man was dead The hole in the back of the metal helmet Was the same size as the hole in the back of the dead man's head
Instinct bred caution even so As The Poet slowly tread the fifteen yards Between where he stood and where Phong lay He crouched down Rolled him over slowly Placed his fingers on the corpse's eyelids (I know you can see me) Shut them gently (May the darkness be your savior)
The Poet took the bayonet knife bolstered at his side Pressing down on Phong's shoulder He cut an incision between the man's chest muscles With a gentle sawing he cut through tendons and bone Until a trough had formed A six inch baptismal filled with blood Still almost warm as life The Poet plunged his left hand deep into the pool Grabbed hold of Phong's heart and tugged He caught the resistance of the arteries And severed them With the knife in his right hand
Raising the dripping ***** to his nose The poet inhaled deeply the strange odor Inspiration teased Quickly The Poet brought Phong's heart to his mouth With a huge bite his mouth was full His brain felt as it would explode The drama and the dreams of the whole world He chewed and savored the flavor He had come to appreciate it during his time in the jungle As well the firm gelatinous texture The saltiness of the blood This was The Poet's reward
With the last swallow he wiped his hands on Phong's shirt He felt a piece of paper folded in the right pocket A letter, written in Vietnamese And though he didn't know the language Somehow a few sentences made sense
"Confessor My soul is tormented I am a liar My wicked heart has made me do despicable things Words and actions without regard Of consequences Things that would hurt people, if they only knew If they knew what I have done They would rise against me and do ****** I would deserve whatever punishment they saw fit For I am a renegade poet And I have lost all respect for the art"
As he finished reading the page The Poet felt nausea in his gut He dropped the paper Bent over and vomited He heaved several times until his stomach was empty Then he just stood there, hands on knees Staring at the mess (I have a message for all mankind) He forced himself to look at it Until inspiration left him
He reached for his gun Stood up and walked to Phong's rifle Bent to pick it up as well Strapping it to his side The Poet walked away As a gentle breeze blew the confession Far from Phong's lonesome body