The ache in my chest Tears in my eyes All my joy is durresed Why is it a suprise? You didn't try You didn't fight Your the reason I cry All through the night Why is it a suprise? Blood on my wrists Heaviness on my soul My story you put in a twist I'm losing my self control Why is it a suprise? Rope on my neck Tears on my face Now you want me back Wasn't I your disgrace Why is it a suprise? Now there's an ache in your chest There's tears in your eyes I was trying my best I was your blessing in disguise But why are you suprised?