Sometimes I wonder if all my dreams will come true Because I am sure that this is possible I am always surprised about life Like a little child who every day rises And I hope that God will have opened up his light Before the evil can hit my dreams. I am counting upon my thoughts as I am thinking of you Certainly I am prepared to die at any time And really ready to live And I expect nothing in life but the Truth. I intend to open myself up to the world, To breathe, and to win I know indeed everything what I intend to do, But stronger than all my afterthoughts is my fury, Fury that brings upon the greatest love. I pretend that everything is wonderful. And I pretend that I'm not crying when tears are bleeding down my face. And I prefer the absurdity of writing poems. I am who I am And nothing can change me.