A word too small for its meaning
I was a victim
Victim of this dark yet sweet feeling
Discovering my way through its uncanny path
He was the one who guided me across
Strangely, I was ready
Ready to risk my future for him
But.
And there it was, the big BUT
Something was holding me back
Stopping me from surrendering myself to him
The dark and shady past
A past i had been tying to abandon
But who was i trying to fool
I wasn't happy, i didn't look forward to each second of my day
Instead i just wanted to run away
Away from him.
Away from myself..