Why does everyone expect something from me?
Is there a void that I am supposed to be filling?
Am I not doing something correctly?
Why am I so worried about what the people around me think?
Ah, I remember now, it is because I can't show them my pain
If I do they will say that there is something wrong with me
I don't want to be told that I am broken
So, every time they as me "Are you ok?" I will respond with a smile saying "Of course I am fine."
I will not make anything difficult for the ones around me no matter what
It doesn't matter to me if I have to loose myself in the proses
My bleeding and scared heart will be covered with armor for no one to look in and see the damage that has been done
I will stand on my own and take the pain
I can do it I know I will be able to hold on
But for how long is the true question