im sick of being alone......
no one to love me and no1 there when i get home....

i need to lose weight since everyone is superficial.....
its better anyways so im healthy and not bloated and look like a jiant pickle.

I just need to not eat after work.....
its just hard when i work from 4 to close and get my food discounted which i guess is a perk....

But i need to do this to help me so i can find some guy who wont love me for me.......
unconditionally is how i want my love to be.....