Silence roars. Your tongue races autobiographies in minutes. Spitting syllables of stress until a downpour falls across the kitchen counter and streams to the floor. I sit there. Silent.
I find release in touch. A squeeze of the hand. Arms wrapped around a waist. Yet this is not acceptable.
I cannot speak, but you urge me so. Forced sentences mean nothing. I don't want the world that accompanies us to know my secrets, So you wonder why I'm so down. As if gravity hasn't thrown me off a cliff promising to catch me from my death yet changed its mind at the last minute. So you keep quiet.