I swim. I race, down the ice cold river. My numb feet scrape the rocks as they hit. The water trys to consume me. To pull me down, to love me forever. I fight. I gasp for air, only to find there is none. Im in trouble. Im going down further. Into blackness. The light is so high. I wonder if I can reach it. I push up. I reach the surface, gasp a breath of air, and get ****** down again. This time I dont struggle. I am so out of breath from struggleing. I actually feel my cheeks smiling. The light from the surface is dissappearing. But the further down I go, I see a new light at the bottom. I hit the sand. And suddenly, I am consumed by a light. A bright light. That says its hear to save me. And I can breath again. And it feels nice.