I don't do it it for attention,
Oh and let me mention,
I was the one that always did the best in school,
Like the middle child,
But I never smiled,
My life was breaking,
My body was aching,
I blame it on anorexia, taking over my life,
I fear myself,
Tears drop down my face,
I'm a special case,
I have nothing left of me to embrace,
I'm like a blank space,
I just need to erase,
I just need to fall,
There's no way i'm getting out of here standing tall.