sunday drives and write two poems somewhere cold spark a cigarette on the rock by the river thrown horizon gazes and unmediated shivers; call the old friend and say goodbye too soon as if these colors are real as if these colors bend over time somewhere far off – spark another cigarette watching the smoke dwindles tangle with clouds of breath kicking lost stones with curved ridges as if their old stories could be understood in ripples pulled downstream; ice river swept fractals and white reflections alone affront crumbling mirrors and fragile glass I’ll take an ice cube over this diamond any **** time and live a king in some frozen land smoking cigarettes watching colors blend across night sky between specks and galaxies and distant life – some man kicking stones alone by a flowing mirror cursing dull embers and wet feet