is it a trying need
or
a need in trying

do i understand
or
not at all

do i hide
or
do i find

do i know
or
know nothing at all

do i know life
or
does life have me

do i love to hate
or
do i hate to love

will i preach
or
will they preach to me

will i judge
or
will they judge me

will i love
or
will they love me

will i live
or
will i die

if something happens
will it happen at all