In order to love me you have to be able handle the sight of dripping blood and incoherent eyes falling into a place of imaginary peace. In order to love me you must learn to accept the smell of cigarettes on my skin when I cry into your chest. In order to love me the possibility that I will never love you enough will ring in your head for nights, and in order to love me you have to get used to never having my heart and always feeling yours break. In order to love me you'll learn silence and sarcasm are my strongest weapons and in order to love me I recommend you dont.