IN THE GRIPS OF SATIN FILLED WITH AGONY & PAIN MY LIFE GOING NOWHERE WITH HIM IN MY HEAD MY LIFE WAS IN SHAMBLES AND I ALWAYS GAMBLED GAMBLED MY LIFE HE HELD MY FUTURE COULDN'T BREAK FREE MY HEART WAS DEAD I THINK OF MY LIFE I NEVER HAD PLEASE LET ME GO I'LL DO ANYTHING PLEASE FORGIVE ME LORD I'LL DO THE RIGHT THING